I don't know what to think, all my friends gone away
After all their dirty tricks, they've never been...
All I know is I like you, but you never were around
When i was down, when I was down, hard to find...
I see clear now how I've lived, fooled myself all the time
I just thought that I was happy, but my life is one big lie
Burned pages of a short book, full of pleasure from a lie
I see no one ever loved me, maybe it's time to fly...
I don't wanna go to heaven, 'cause in heaven you will fly
I don't wanna go to hell, 'cause in hell you die
